I'll make you guys the same deal I made to other producers: I'll come back when there is an organisation who is serious about investing in me -- when they can say "Nikkita, we've arranged 10 bookings over 2 months for you, and you'll make 300 euros each booking, but you have to pay your flight/expenses", or even if they can say "We've arranged 10 bookings over 2 months, but you won't make a fee because we'll use the entire fee to cover your basic costs of flight/expenses"

-- for me, that'll be worth it. I'll come back when that happens... it's the same thing I told the other producers for the last few months now.
As for the cost being too much: well... to give an example, I used to think this too until they had booked Sarah Maria to Australia for one show, to sing one song. After knowing this, I don't really know what else there is for me to think about why they cannot do the same thing for me, and spread it out over multiple shows, especially since Europe has thousands of shows per year, and there have been many people asking to see me with Zatox, etc, and a few producers/DJs asking if I'd like to do a live with them

Sense: it makes none.
But hey... some make it, some don't. I'll pop in here and there, like I said, I'll post you guys a nice "lekkere wijfe" picture in the future, lol. Enjoy this one for now:

Anyway, I'm outta here! I don't want to clutter up your topic with more of this. Thanks for the support, I'm sorry it didn't work out, once again I apologise if I let anybody down. x